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heartbeats

by podough

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I was waiting in the meantime softly looking thinking rhymes and the textures in between all these distant memories your face is gone - I long for another Ill never get it back - oh life what a bummer Ill never ever get it back you were sitting in the limelight basking there deep inside as attention paints the scene this canvas is bleeding but now you are here - you got what you wanted you left without changing or finding your purpose you left without a purpose
2.
I cant believe in anything anymore life is trouble and everything is a bore its hard to move on but harder to be content even though im here and ive got my friends Ill never relax and live the moments out Ill just be swarmed in a disarray of doubt overthinking words crawling from my mouth distractions bring out an on edge drought cause there’s no signs of feeling cause all is fleeting no signs of living cause all is failing I hate hate so much I wanna be in love the touch of a person can mean so much but not when nothing happens and we live in fear of who makes the first move in this sudden stare we show signs of living every single day but these conversations they just dont convey much of any life much of anything lately it seems all is failing cause there’s no signs of feeling cause all is fleeting no signs of living cause all is failing
3.
I was a worthless piece of shit and you had started wondering why you were tied like a net just catching all the things that I regret then I realized that deep inside my heart was stuck in last summer i felt so exposed I was losing control now in the new world I fall asleep and have some weird dreams that cut real deep some things hurt more when they seem so far out of reach, I can barely speak of how I realized that there inside was a heart that lost track of summer It went by so fast, Its all in the past
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lose control 02:39
all these twist and turns have got my head spinning back and forth on a full display as everything I know starts to melt away but its fine if everybody around doesn't notice internalize all emotions as all becomes robotic theres still time time to think about all these decisions that we made last minute oh no Ill lose control Ill lose control ill have nothing left there to hold and faith powers this machine that lives inside of our bodies thats red and warm and gets cold even when its the summer and I tremble at the fact of even trying to relax because my mind is always thinking about the things that I lack theres still time time to sink into an ocean thats moving as im getting caught inside the wave and now im hurting from the pain I never wanna be alone again
5.
Im taking off soon to a faraway place a distant planet where I can finally face all my inhibitions and finally feel my blood flow all throughout my body and straight to the moon Its just a complete rocket thats burning me up Im going up in space now its just a complete rocket thats burning me up now Ive always been lost somewhere in the clouds but Im taking off beyond and never coming down Ill take a trip to a place where I belong ill feel some energy yeah I might feel strong Its just a complete rocket thats burning me up Im going up in space now its just a complete rocket thats burning me up now
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lets make things last before we all move on this road of life is long and we all must carry on we will find others to talk to new places, new things to do I might get mad or upset but I will never forget all the time we spent cause all yr friends, all yr friends will matter they stay in your mind, memories forever hold onto them cause you don’t know when things could lose control you might forget them so remember yr friends, cause yr friends will matter they stay in your mind, memories eternal hold onto them cause you just never know what could happen lets remember this moments of happiness before our lives get long and we carry out the same old song change is underway its on a full display so dont forget all those memories it wont be long before we will see the ending cause all yr friends, all yr friends will matter they stay in your mind, memories forever hold onto them cause you don’t know when things could lose control you might forget them so remember yr friends, cause yr friends will matter they stay in your mind, memories eternal hold onto them cause you just never know what could happen

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cause all your friends, all your friends will matter.

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released July 27, 2018

synths/beats/vocals by me (keagan hughes)

recorded june-july 2018

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